Hello,
Just about every subject in this section is about working with spirit, the higher self or the subconscious, and this thread is no different. The project focus is computer technology, however the manner in which I address that subject is quite different than most.
My professional background is related to the computer field as it applies to business applications. I closed my 20 year business in 2003 because it was time to focus elsewhere. The one thing my higher self said to me at that time, that made a lasting impression was, "I was much more powerful than I realized". My discussion on "Spiritual Deception" will provide some insight about that time in my life.
http://www.telepathyacademy.com/community/index.php?topic=16.0My interest in computer related activities has been frustrating many times as I attempt to acquire more modern day skills. There are examples, not really worth mentioning, that left me with the feeling I was not qualified to proceed. Yet every time I felt this, I also realized that there was purpose involved as well. On March 11, 2008 I was able to publish this web site. That was a modest accomplishment compared to my aspirations.
I should also mention that I have had dreams related to educational frustrations ever since I was a young teen. I have that gift of Dyslexia that impacts conventional learning styles so popular in our culture. I realize my purpose for this as well. To integrate the two contrasting aspects of the mental process. That being the left brain logical functions with the right brain intuitive and instinctual functions.
Last year when my higher self asked me, "would I like to learn a few things?", I was quite eager to get on with it. The implication being that now was the time to learn the C programming language and Linux internals. The first time I evaluated this language was about 30 years ago. It was and still is a language not well suited for a person with my natural gifts of creativity. It is a language built upon strong liner thought constructs. The structures it wished to enforce truly restrict its potentials, as I see it naturally. Yet this is the basis for every high level language and the industry foundations for structured programming and its object orientated focus. It is also the language used for Linux, and all other operating systems. It is that one bridge between machine instructions and all other programming languages. It is the one central point for the computer industry.
I have about a dozen books on modern day programming languages and operating systems. I have also build an enterprise class multi-location inventory control system for wholesale distribution in the eye care industry using an older high level language on the SCO Unix platform. I do not have Linux system administration skills but I do understand the underlying principals. The same can be said for the Linux operating system itself. Still getting involved with C programming was an emotional bridge for me to cross.
My progress learning C has been slow and frustrating. I seem to use that word a lot, yet patience and confidence are part of my makeup. So that word does have a different energy for me. When I spent over two weeks learning that the method for detecting an end of file, as presented in all the documentation, was in fact not advisable, I was not surprised, I was grateful. As I confront each new thing, I do understand the nature of this learning cycle.
Last night I had one of those dreams about my learning process. The energy from that dream was sort of discouraging. My style for moving through learning new material is not well suited for conventional learning. In the dream the instructor energy was both frustrated with me and disturbed by my resistance to that conventional wisdom for teaching. As a result I had a long conversation with my higher self about the dream and its implications. I was looking for insight on how best to proceed.
I was advised by my higher self that it will take charge of my learning for this subject. There was an energy shift as a result of my conversation with my higher self. The instructor energy will be advised by my higher self about how to construct my learning experiences. This should be quite interesting for me. I am more inclined to expand my insights about learning than I am about the actual subject of programming in C and learning about Linux. So much in our culture needs to shift as it relates to learning that I suspect the greater value will be related to the educational process itself. That is where my heart is, evolving humanity's awareness potentials.
My current project will always be working with Spirit. The particular application for that will be what life is presenting to me at that time. I wish to encourage working with Spirit continuously.
John